In Pain

I am so tired of being in pain. I feel like I am trapped in my own body. It places restrictions on what I can do, and what I can enjoy. I yearn to sleep tonight but I cant. I lay in pain, my legs burning. Every pressure point on my body throbbs. I feel like if I were a million seperate pieces I could rest peacefully. I cry because I dont know what else to do. What do you do when even medication does not ease the pain? I just want to be free of Lupus. Free from the chains it has placed on my exsistence.